Hi, my
name is Alex and I’m a holy huddler. I love doing Bible studies with other
Christians. I love being in community with people who are like me and have the
same interests. I went to seminary because I enjoy learning about the character
of God and the history of Christianity. My natural happy place is sprawled out
on my couch and reading a good book, Christian or fiction.
I
think all of these things are good! I think Jesus would high-five me for liking
all of these things. I don’t think there is anything wrong with wanting to
learn more about God or wanting to place myself amongst Christians who desire
to become more like Christ.
As a
holy huddler though, I have taken good things and indulged in them too much. I
am too inclined to live a life of comfort where I am simply sure of the black
and white world I have created for myself. I have learned all the right answers
to what the Christian life looks like, but the power of the gospel is still in
the process from moving from my head to my heart to my hands.
I am
naturally inclined to turn the gospel into a story about how much Jesus loves me, how he died for my sins, and how the Father has sent the
Holy Spirit to transform my life and
act as my counselor. While these
things are all true, my view of the gospel is way too narrow. The gospel is not
just about the hope for my life but
it is about the hope for everyone.
My
brain tells me that I should go and share this good news with everyone! Go tell
the world “Jesus loves you!” And yet my brain also tells me that the people
around me that have not accepted Jesus as their savior will not do it because I
tell them Jesus loves them. In fact my own experiences have taught me that
speaking words does not make them true. Words are ways to communicate past or
potential action! It is not the state of mind that matters but it is actions
that come from it.
Having
recently gotten married I have learned that only telling my wife “I love you” a
thousand times does not communicate my love for her as much as when I make her
dinner, fully engage in listening about how her day was, or even making the bed
(I’m working on it). Romans 12:14-21 is packed full of actions that communicate
to a broken world how the love of Jesus is practical and how I am a conveyer of
that love by the way I act towards everyone,
not just other Christians.
Bless those who curse you. That
means I finds ways to love the people who make me the maddest.
Weep with those who weep. That is
not a disposition of my heart were am I just sad for people. It means I am
amongst the hurting and the broken and I cry with them because it hurts to see
them hurting.
Do not
be proud but associate with the lowly. Anytime I find myself looking down on
someone (which is arrogance), my response should be to look for how I can show them
love by spending time with them or taking care of their needs (without looking
for anything in return!).
This
whole passage of scripture is bursting with actions of how to take the gospel
from my head to my heart to my hands. Acting on what I believe. Sacrificing my
desires for the opportunity to show the love of Christ.
My
name is Alex and I’m a holy huddler, but I’ve been called to be the hands and
feet of Christ in a broken world.
-
Alex
Berger, High School Pastor
Awesome! Very inspirational
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